Do you know that feeling?
The feeling that appears when a beloved friend is going to leave you. To notice you can't see the wonderful smile again that special friend gave you each time you felt lonely and got happy again...
I've never thought that this day would come so fast
The day to say "Good Bye" or maybe "Farewell" - I don't know if I can see her again ever.
I feel like ... I can never smile again.
Just cry.
I can't get my feelings down on paper yet.
I hope I am able to do this soon.
Maybe than it's going to be a bit better.
God, I wasn't ready yet, not ready to let somebody go away from me, not ready to loose somebody important to me again like I did from the day I was born on...


World is never fair.
However, I believe somewhere out there people are laughing at the moment I'm crying. Someone's there is full of joy. Listen... look around you, support others who need your solace and give them back their smile becaue a smile is a very expensive gift!